I feel amazing right now. I feel so peaceful and light as if a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Glory be to God!
I think I might've already mentioned this in a previous post but for the past 10 months or so I've been having feelings of depression, anxiety and extreme loneliness. I don't really know why. It was affecting me in such a big way that I've even distanced myself from a lot of my family and friends. I just stopped caring about myself, everybody else and life in general. I had no motivation to do anything but stay home in my bed. It was really bad! The worst part is, I didn't even realize I was clinically depressed until about a month ago when I somehow landed on a website about depression and realized I had all
the major symptoms. That's when I decided that I wanted to see a therapist and talk to a professional about it. Unfortunately for me, I didn't have that kind of money to pay for a therapist, so I just continued in my state.
A few days ago, after having my epiphany about the power of the mind, I decided to take a whole new positive approach to life and everything I do. I'm training my mind to reject all negative thoughts and only allow the positive inside. It's challenging since my mind has been deeply programmed with a lot of negative, but it can be done. I've already started noticing immediate results in my life. I feel better about myself, I'm happier and the universe seems to be working in my favor. I guess the Law of Attraction does hold value: positive energy will attract positive in your life, while negative energy will attract negative.
Now, with all the negative cast from my mind, there is more room to allow for positive energy and creativity to flow through. My mind has become clear and more open. I've learned so much in these past few days, it's amazing! Not only that, it's also cleared my mental vision and enabled me to see myself and the status of my spiritual relationship with God, which I am now working to mend. It's never too late to realize a mistake and change your path. The good thing about God is that He is a gracious and forgiving God. All you have to do is ask and believe that you are redeemed. I am redeemed because my God is faithful and true to His word.
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